You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realization of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.
You don't really give in. You follow your beliefs and ideals to the bitter end. You are the personification of stubbornness and whatever may transpire, right or wrong, you refuse to compromise or make concessions.
You honestly believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, but there seems to be no one around to give you the necessary reassurance and encouragement. You are egocentric. You believe that you are always 'right' - well maybe you are but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offense for the slightest reason.
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.
You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalize but you need to realize a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.
hmm... some test results lar... accurate sia... so amazed!!! dunno how test can get so accurate...
hmm... todae nth special lor... sorrie yun, didnt go the movie todae... overslept sia... haha... dunno nowadays sleep so much sia... sleep too much no good sia... liddat wont haf time to learn things lor... rite? den todae onli go church... den play guitar... dotz... guitar softest lar... so not eye-catching one... sian diaoz... tats y i learning bass, piano and drum... at least den can do sumthing... sian... haiz... i sux lar...
tmr got sch... sian muz wake up early again... hmm... shld i come sch at 9am? haha... not bad sia... dont feel like coming sia... hmm... tmr got pe... so cannot muz come early... last pe lesson wif 2/4... haiz... so sadz... im gonna miz everybody... yea even bo hui... no more 2/4 liao after tat... at least no 2/4 spirit le... tink next year 2/4 kns... haha... shh!! haha...
hmm... juz now watch the singapore brainiest scholars... sia la... 9 out of 10 qn i dunno sia... haiz... i tis holz muz go library read up le lar... on everything i can find... muz improve myself... haha... super busy liao... hope i wil take sum action and not juz words... haiz... | 
den one of dem beri chio... she was at the meeting... sec4 le... haiz... tink no chance le... haha... tink she doesnt haf a good impression of mi lor... dunno y... tink i too quiet again... haiz... wanted to get her number de... make friends wad... haha... but didnt lor... cos tink she doesnt haf good impression of mi... hmm... any1 can teach mi how to get gals number easily? haha... dotz...
